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It is now over two months past the date of the second year since the launch of my weblog.

Here are some points that could be taken as a review, although as I am in it - rather than standing outside - it can only be a constant view.

– The number of hits are now over 3 times the number reported in my last year’s review and - in case I do continue- will logically reach 270 thousand plus by the New Year.

From then it may remain constant or it will increase depending on my circumstances.

In terms of countries the percentages have changed drastically.

The yearly average for the so called Unresolved / Unknown is now 73 % moving down to 40%.

Accordingly UK readers’ percentage dropped back to 2 %-11%.

Although this does not mean at all that the number of hits in UK has decreased, it is amazing for me to see the psychological effect a lower percentage has on how one’s expectations can decrease

So my UK readers will be relieved – knowing their mentality - to read that my subconscious/conscious hope and expectations for an affirmative confirmation of my present situation expressed to my immediate family in my current choice-country is now consciously diminished.

You may of course argue that the Unresolved / Unknown category may contain many computers located in the UK. But as the Persian saying puts it I am not going to be “the bowl that is hotter than the gruel” it contains.

So let’s say if they don’t want to acknowledge being here they probably are not.

Other countries recorded have now reached almost 60 while the percentages for other categories have either remained the same or increased up to an additional 10%.

Of course in general I take Unr/Unk category as mainly indicating hits in Asia, Africa and to some lesser extend in Latin America.

I am especially grateful to the people in Niue in the Pacific, as thanks to them I now know about their island as a country; a country that even Microsoft Word dictionary does not recognise and underlines it with the red colour.

During really tough times the sudden reappearance of the ‘US government’ category showed sensitivity and has been a reminder of the fact that up to a hundred years ago the USA had played indeed a supporting role for nations who were demanding freedom minus having the intentions to exploit them consequently.

Perhaps this role had to do with the fact that the memory of the USA nations of their struggle against the British Empire’s hegemony was more alive then?

Let us hope that the spirit of the US pioneers/missionaries who cared for education and progressive struggles in disadvantaged countries will be revived and the pride of being the major imperialistic power in the world since the WWII is thoughtfully and thoroughly thrown away into the rubbish bin of the world-history.

Knowing that in countries like Iran many don’t have access to the internet and very frequently family members and friends use the same person’s computer for this purpose, I could realistically claim that each computer categorised in Unr/Unk section has more than 50 regular users. So yes my site is ‘cooking’- with 3 point something when dividing pages by visitors - though I cannot say at all that this means nourishment for me personally.

– Following my last year’s demand for addressing my name when sending comments spotting spam had been a lot easier for me and time-saving, although I still had to delete thousands of spams every few days. I ‘m not quite sure, if this kind of spam is the same as ‘Google bomb’.

But in any case spammers could definitely be described these days as a new kind of parasites.

The spam issue is now under control,

– however there has been a problem for a couple of months for me to find access to the Comment Moderation page.

So if you have sent a genuine comment in recent months it will appear as soon as the cause of the problem is detected and removed. I am hoping an update might just do the job.

– Apart from those who have been watching too many horror films and cheap science fictions, and tend to assume that I plan every move on this blog, the rest of you must have rightly noticed my decreasing interest in continuing this blog.

Originally my intention had been to have a website like most musicians nowadays do.

The fact that I decided for a weblog rather than a website was a combination of two different things:

The motivation to publish articles on World Wide Web came only after I had sent some tracks to be put on Iranian, as it was only then that I got interested in reading publications on the web too.

The choice of weblog rather than the previously planned website was purely due to the circumstance that the timings of the publications were getting muddled for my articles and a blog has the advantage of publishing whenever you want to do so.

So one could say the blog had an empowering role to play for me initially, although the choice of MP3 for my CD in Persian was more a last minute decision due to technical and financial limitations regarding the web design and I was of course aware that Iranians don’t really use MP3, and nor do I.

3 ½ years since the presence of my works on the internet and I have hardly seen old time ‘friends’ and have not gained new ones either.

Purely my fault? I don’t think so.

I have also lost interest in the plans I had regarding my music, and I have experienced the world from an angle that would have been impossible for me if I hadn’t ventured publishing on the web.

The shock has been so complete from this very badly acted play, in which the collective consciousness is suppressed into unconsciousness, leaving clumsily footprints everywhere for the actual collective to see, but somehow invisible to those closest to me who do care about my health.

The result is a constant struggle for me to overcome alienation in an extremely deceptive world towards my loved ones.

A world in which e-mail interceptors feel comfortable enough to relate to the content of one’s e-mails openly or even choose its content as the subject of their talk show (G who knows the way of the gallows and was a witch hunter a few centuries back repenting now, though only to his own advantage. Creep! *)

For those of you who are thinking of starting a blog I have the following points to make, although my experience may have been an isolated case anyway. If not I would appreciate comments from other bloggers about their own experience in this regard:

a) Unless you know at least 7 - 12 people amongst your earthly community, who are genuinely into reading your blog and giving you feedback during conversations, you are risking total isolation.

This will be the case regardless of the success or the failure of your blog in finding unmet readers.

You may think because your friends are normally quite articulate they will get involved once you start your blog, but remember being articulate is not the same as being able to open up to the web world.

To open up, perhaps one has to be a traveller not fearing vulnerability and exposure. But if it’s you who ends up being a lone traveller you will also be more dependent on the qualities of the (virtual) people you encounter on your journey. There is no community in the caravan to withdraw to. You are on your own.

b) For the above reason I now consider blogging for the very young people as quite risky and inappropriate, unless all their real and earthly friends are involved in blogging and are talking about it with each other on a regular basis.

A 19 years old person for instance should really spend most of their time socializing with their friends learning real interaction and social skills through face to face communication etc.

Blogging should never become a justification for the loneliness of a young person and should not be seen by their parents as a way to keep them safe and secure from encountering the youth scene out there.

c) As I had been withdrawn from society to a great extend following my mother’s death, the publishing on the web had been the right move for me initially, simply because of its very impersonal and non-committal character.

However as in the meanwhile my situation has drastically changed and - at least for those whom I know personally - I am not the same person I may have been before all this happened, at the moment my motivation to continue with this blog equals my lack of motivation to continue.

Could I discontinue? Yes, absolutely.

As we know life is incomplete.

And who am I to prove otherwise?

I have never seen honesty as a duty. A virtue, it may be.

Let me say I see it rather as the most interesting way to be.

It gives a more precious and worthy dimension to life.

My experience has always been that honest people I have met throughout my life were also the most interesting people I have met.

I have mentioned the heavenly community before

Some may have mistaken this thinking that all these years I knew something and was keeping it to myself.

But this is not something one can keep to oneself.

It’s true, I have noticed that my dream world had its own continuity in space and character and there are things about the past that I can see clearly now, knowing the connections they make. But it was only in December 2006 that the heavenly community affirmed the connection** by revealing itself without any encouragement coming from me.

I have understood now that this does not happen unless at least a part of the world is ready for it to happen, and the circumstances are favourable.

But as I do not receive any instructions and the supreme is now in residence, I then take, that this has happened to me because there is agreement with my point of view in regards to the present situation.

So, if I continue with this blog for a while in order to bring up some of the issues important to me, then be it. But in case I stop writing on this blog, the most important issue to mention now – before stopping - would be the following:

A choice had to be made between saving the plants and the dinosaurs, that would destroy themselves anyway by consuming all plants and putting the earth back to an earlier stage for many heavenly years.

At present in his/her relationship to the earth and the environment the position of the human beings is very similar to the prehistoric dinosaurs then.

Dinomansaurs have exhausted the earth.

Any level of evolution that endangers the earth - and consequently itself – has to change the course of its development in order to correct this in time, or alternatively forced into starting from its own zero condition again with a memory/myth as its inheritance.

So, the choice is not whether to continue to destroy the earth/environment or not.

The choice is whether the human race proves worthy of the earth and stars they are supposed to reflect on.

Dinosaurs sank in a sea of thin sticky mud.

Everything around was the colour of the light mud.

Dinosaurs were making their last attempts and raising their heads out of the mud sea then sinking again in a magical slow motion and up again. And down and going, going …

But never mind if you don’t believe the latter was more than a mere dream of mine some decades ago.

The fact is that at present it does not make a difference to my life if you believe in what I say or not. It is only my earthly community who makes a real difference to me and the quality of my life.

As a friend said - in a low key innocent gesture while looking away - in response, when I mentioned again my experience with the heavenly community, ‘some people experience this before they die’, which could be true, as naturally by now my future is going to be a lot shorter than my past..

Another friend said thoughtfully – in the context of the Kundalini rising – that this must be happening to many people.

Coming to think of it, if you know anyone in my state of mind, could you please put me in touch with them?

Or if you happen to be one of them let us meet.

But no tiring preachers please. We have heard it all before. The heavenly community does not waste words on long sentences. That’s the human version.

The distance between the subconscious and the conscious is measured and overcome with words that weigh, and they create awe هول
for days when heard in dreams.

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* I have nothing impersonal against this Mr G radio talker.

As a matter of fact I think he is the only British person known to me who receives unreserved and constant compliments from his listeners. Although this might have to do with the fact that most his callers are from the north of the country, who somehow sound more affirmative and kind.

If being subject to chauvinistic attitudes in regards to one’s accent in a country forces an individual to behave more modestly, I cannot say for sure; but it would not be completely unreasonable to think so.

I mean an arrogant person with for instance scouse accent would sound more arrogant in London than one with cockney accent wouldn’t they?

But how an arrogant person with cockney accent sounds in Liverpool I cannot say. Perhaps it is impossible to make an impression of arrogance when having a mechanical mouth.

Even ‘I love you’ could sound rude. (In the 80’s a friendly next door neighbour of mine who worked in the Mount Pleasant post office described another neighbour two flats above me ‘the woman with the mechanical mouth’. The latter was – apart from giving me a hard time - in the habit of calling her daughter who was playing in the park to come home, while sticking her head out of the window. The park was located at the very end of the road).

Well, see my view only as an antidote to those who emphasise their cockney accents just to prove that they are of and for worker class. We are not entertained.

It’s time to impress us by your individual accents.

*** Sorry folks if you see them with your eyes open and as material as your next door neighbour and in a conversational mood, you are either on certain drugs or are hallucinating (ghosts = unfinished lives, are a different matter).

At my age if I could hallucinate I would choose my parents for the conversations we never had.

Or perhaps you are seeing extraterrestrial beings, which I unfortunately have never come across. But you can bet I would eagerly get on their spaceship and leave if possible. So please let me know their exact location if you think they are looking for me. A post code would ensure my correct arrival. Cheers.